Rolling Stone Magazine
March 4, 1971
A Conversation with Stephen Stills
Photographs by Henry Diltz

by Allan R. McDougall

Crosby, Stills, Nash and Young were last together in August 1970, when they met to divide up the spoils. They parted millionaires. And that was before any solo albums had been released. "After the Goldrush" has since (atleast) doubled Young's earnings, and the Stephen Stills will eventually bring him another few million. The next band album, "Four Way Street", a live two-lp set recorded 80 percent in Chicago, ten percent at Fillmore East, and ten percent at the Forum in Los Angeles, has seven figure advance sales. By the time the Crosby and Nash solo albums are out, CSN&Y will be among the richest rock and rollers in history.

Ask Graham "Willie" Nash about their future together and he's noncommittal: "We were never a group in the accepted sense of the word. We're just four lads who got together from time to time to make records and stage show. And there will still come a time when we'll call each other and say "I've got a neat song we could do on stage", or 'Hey man, I've written something for our next album.'" Stills shrugs the question aside. "First we'll get the live album out. Then pretty soon we'll all probably get the urge to go on the road or get into the studio."

Stills came over to London with Crosby, Nash and Young for their Royal Albert Hall gig, and arranged to cut his first solo album in London. He also handed over $250,000 to Ringo for his country cottage in Surrey 90 minutes to London by train, 30 by Dino Ferrari. Apart from a cabin 10,000 feet up in the Colorado Rockies, Surrey is his base of operations, and that's where the interview took place. The cottage has 14 rooms in the main building. Across the yard is a sauna. Further on is a house-sized pool room now being converted into a recording studio. Close by are the stables which house his second love; horses: A thoroughbred, Major Change, and Crazy Horse. And there's his lake, stocked with ducks and other aquarians. Inside the cottage, you look up and see rafters and beams, courtesy of the Spanish Armada. Look against the walls and you see guitars: Martins and Gretschs and Fenders. We sat in the music room, which is dominated by a huge Bechstein grand piano and an open log fire.
Allan McDougall.

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What do you think of your album?

I'm quite satisfied with it, probably more satisfied than with anything I've ever done. "Love the One You're With", came from a party with Billy Preston and I asked him if I could pinch this line he had written for a song, and he said "Sure," so I pinched it and wrote a song. My favorite part is the steel drums. I'd played them before a little but I just kept diddling around till I found the right notes.

"Do For the Others" - I well, I wanted a folk song for the album. Just a very simple song. Matter of fact, that's the original mix from England. After I had done the whole thing with over dubbing autoharps and stuff, we kept the original. On "Church," there's five voices including mine. As it originally came out, it was something I really believed in. That's what you sing about in church. I've certainly spent my time in church, but I'm not particularly religious. I believe in religion as an order form, but I don't think you could call me an agnostic. Mother nature plays the best music and makes the best paintings, it's certainly more powerful than anything we got yet. Could just be that the body is the Temple of the Lord.

"Old Times Good Times," with Jimi Hendrix. Just play your axe.

"Sit Yourself Down" was the last song written. That was when I was working with Rita (Coolidge). I cut that at Wally Heider's. "To A Flame" was cut here in England.

"Black Queen" - on the sleeve it says "Dedicated to Jose Cuervo Gold label Tequila." Meaning you were drunk?

Yes. That's what it says, and that's what it means. I just walked into the studio and did it. I mean before that Eric and I have played "Tequila" for about an hour and a half, and then all of a sudden he was gone. He disappeared. Right? Because I realized that if he didn't go he was gonna pass out in the studio, so he got someone to drive him home while he was still able to reach the car. "Well I guesh I will go shing "Black Queen," and I stumbled right into the studio and that's what came out. I had been out to Eric's house the night before listening to Blind Willie Johnson records, and so the vocal quality is like argggghhh. You know, it sounds like a saw. It hurts physically, it hurts my throat to sing like that, but it sure does sound neat.

"Cherokee" is in 7/4 and 4/4 and those horns are played by one guy, all played by Sidney George. All of those horns.

Are you going to keep him in your own band?

Yeh. I can say that the Memphis Horns will be the basis of it, and myself and Conrad and Fuzz - my dear Bahamian Rhythm Section. You should hear some of the drum ride-outs, just - I can't wait to unleash those on the road. Here, my friends, is a drummer. I found Conrad in a club and he found Fuzz for me.

"We Are Not Helpless" is not an answer or put-down to Neil's "Helpless." The line "We Are Not Helpless/We are Men" comes from Failsafe, the book.

Spiro Agnew took out after us, actually attacked us personally, the song writers, when he said, "Those guys damaging the minds of our kids blah blah blah." "Insidious forces on and on." An FCC man slapped him right in the face and said, "Well I guess that's because they're not writing campaign songs for him." So I mean the American people have a few instincts that let's hope we can continue to use. A lot of people will rationalize that the Jerry Rubins are necessary and I don't buy it. What I saw awakened by Jerry Rubin I don't wanna see awakened. And now in front of the British people, I mean - wow I mean in Britain of all places!

Anyway, I find when I get in this house I can sit at this piano and write and not be hassled by anybody. Not be hassled. That's all I'm, looking for.

Do you feel like Willie does, that you have to help out? You know, make all those people smile when you go on stage?

I do, but I don't feel like I have this great mission in life. I can sit and write about it and put this in print and that in print and talk here and talk there without putting my ass on the line too bad. Unless it really got down to the nitty gritty. And when it gets down to the nitty gritty, all of our asses are on the line.

George Harrison wrote the summation of the entire thing and it will stand in my mind for many, many years. Nobody will touch that song - "We're all one and life goes on Within You and Without You." I want to chisel that song in granite on a statue in some big park so it would be there and people would read it. "We were talking about the space between us all." Exquisite. That was the whole album.

I have similar feelings about Crosby's "Deja Vu." To me "Deja Vu" was the whole second album. That song was the whole album. Its kinda the summation of what "Carry On" said and what "Teach Your Children" said and all of those songs. "Deja Vu" said it all.

You really concentrated on that song.

Well as much as I could, considering how Crosby felt about recording it. He got very uptight. Because he realized that it was very important too. Then it got too important. He wouldn't give in and let Willie and I help to get it together. It was like ...... I mean it's difficult, it puts me in a difficult position. There's so many things, ridiculous things we've gone through, but if you tell someone about it and David, who's 3000 miles away, reads it in print - it just doesn't seem right. But for me that song was the summation of the album.

Now you are in England; is it really Stephen Arthur Stills, country squire?

Squire, schmire, but what's it for? It's what I like. I got stables right down here and I'm gonna pick up that 50 acres over there. I'm gonna build myself a six furlong track, maybe a flat mile. You better watch out for me then. I'm likely to fall and break my head the rest of the way. I go through terrible agonies getting myself to the racetrack, getting myself fit. It takes three weeks to get yourself fit enough to ride and exercise racehorses. Getting up at four o'clock and all that. But it gets me off. Gotta have other things besides music to get me off.

I know enough to recognize that I ain't gonna find enough things to get me off at the Whiskey a Go Go or the Speakeasy. That's another thing. I'm really sick of rock and roll. Can't stand clubs and there's not that many people I'd go to see in concert.

Who would you go to see?

Well. Bonnie and Delaney on a good night are really groovy, and Aretha still. And of all people, I really dig Tom Jones. I mean he's got incredible chops. His chops are incredible. And I love to listen to Joan Baez. I'd go to see Joan Baez. And the better country bands. The Grateful Dead have an offshoot called The New Riders of the Purple Sage and they're really beautiful. They're really good, they sing just good old funky country music. The Grateful Dead I'll go see any time I'm free. That sort of stuff, I like to see. Eric's band is probably quite good. There are more but I don't want to make a list. I'd probably go see Cass and Dave Mason. I really love to play with Dave Mason. He's really a fine guitarist, fine musician, good writer and everything.

Let's go back to your roots. You were born in Texas, but you are not from Texas.

Oh I spent about three weeks there, all told, and we moved back up north to Illinois and then we moved to Louisiana and stayed there three or four years, five years, something like that. Then we moved to Florida and then to Central America, me and my family. We lived in Central America for about four years off and on, going back and forth to various schools. I graduated in Costa Rica. Then I tried the University of Florida and lasted four days, I think; my head was geared to a different place than one of those "fine Southern institutions," so I went to New Orleans and started singing. Age 17, singing in folk clubs. Then I hit New York right after my 18th birthday and stayed there for a couple of years. The only real ambition I had there was, for a brief time, a fantasy of playing bass for John Sebastian's band, the Spoonful, 'cause I thought I could play, but I didn't really get on so well with Eric Jacobsen, who was in control of the situation at the time, so I tried to form my own band, which was a dismal flop.

Who was that?

Oh, they were just a bunch of friends from here and there and everywhere. Just before then I went across Canada with a folk group playing these little bitty clubs for hardly any money. It was an opportunity to go see Canada, you know and that's where I met Neil who was 17 at the time and I was 18 and he was playing folk-rock before anybody else. He had his Gretsch, a rock and roll band that had just recently turned from playing "Louie Louie" to playing popular folk songs of the day with electric guitars, drums, and bass. It was a funny band 'cause they would go right from "Cotton Fields" to "Farmer John."

Neil Young and his Squires?

That's the one. And they'd just come back from Churchill, Ontario, and Neil had written, I think, his first song. "Let me tell you 'bout a thing called snow where it's 45 below," and we had a great time running around in his hearse and drinking good strong Canadian beer and being young and having a good time. Being young. At first I thought, "Well, I'm gonna quit this idiot group and go play with him right now." And then I thought, "No, I'll finish this tour and then I'll go back to New York and set it all up so he can get visas," 'cause you know, having lived abroad I knew how hard it was for foreigners to get working papers for America.

You had to have an actual job lined up so I went back to the club that I worked at in New York City and Joe Marra, sponsor of such greats as Timmy Hardin. Joe Marra was probably responsible for the care and feedin' of about half of this year's top ten. He fed and kept working Timmy Hardin, Freddy Neil, John Sebastian and Tim Rose, Cass and the Big Three Jim and Jean; Richard and Mimi, they all played there; oh Peter Tork was there also, and Richie Havens. I used to really love Timmy Hardin, and Freddy Neil taught me an incredible amount about playing rhythm guitar, about playing guitar at all, you know, a lot of the stuff I do with insinuating arrangements with my guitar, all that came from Fred. I could never sing that low so I could never sing his songs that well, but boy! I mean Freddy is probably responsible, Freddy and Timmy Hardin and Richie Havens are probably more responsible for my style, along with Chet Atkins, than anybody else, and then later Jimi Hendrix and Eric Clapton.Those are the people who've had the most effect on me as a musician. Jim Friedman, who did the vocal arranging for the big group, was probably my biggest influence over-all. He's incredible.

So you'd gone back to New York and you were setting up Neil....

Right, I was trying to set up for Neil and in the meantime Neil went to Toronto, fell in with this chick, Vicky Taylor, I think her name was, who was a folk singer who convinced Neil that he was Bob Dylan. So Neil broke up the band and decided to be Bob Dylan, and was playing rhythm guitar, you know, he would just go in and play acoustic guitar in coffeehouses. So he started doing what I had been doing for three years and which I decided I didn't want to do anymore. He wanted to be Bob Dylan and I wanted to be the Beatles. We were, as I said, very young. All of a sudden he decided he was gonna break up his band an' go play coffeehouses and so I just threw up my hands in disgust and went to California. He was, however, writing incredible songs. Which I hadn't heard.

At that time my mom broke up with my dad and so I went back to New Orleans and picked up the girls, my mom and my sister, and I said, "Well, if you guys want a nice place to live, you should go and live in San Francisco and I'll go to LA and try to make some money." When we first got to San Francisco I walked into a little club called the Matrix and there was this group playing and they were fair. The drummer was good, he had a lot of spirit (Skip Spence) and the guy singing tenor was really good (Marty Balin) and the other guy was pretty good too (Kantner). The lead guitar player wasn't much then, but you should've heard me when I started (that was Jorma) and the bass player was obviously just getting into the axe after having come from guitar or somethin' (Casady) - it turned out to be the Jefferson Airplane.

We were staying in a motel like two blocks away and I didn't have enough nerve to go home and get my 12-string guitar and come and sit in, 'cause they just looked like they were very into the scene. It was just the week before Ralph Gleason had done his first story on this group, the Jefferson Airplane. That was when Signe was still singing with the group and then about two weeks later I went down to Broadway where all the stripper clubs are but they had a coupla music clubs there, like the Purple Onion was just down the way. And this one place called Mothers was playing this horrible group, I mean absolutely incredibly horrible group, but with this one chick who I immediately fell madly in love with and it turned out to be The Great Society. I even went up to. I went up to Gracie - I don't think she remembers, but I went up to Gracie and I said, wow, you really play good. She played flute, she played piano, she played guitar, she played bass, she played everything she could get her hand on and she sang beautifully.

But this horrible group - and I said, "Wow, man," and I sat there. See, back then I was really very neurotic. I would always think of things to do, then not do it, because I had a very isolated existence before this. Face it, I was very crazy. I wanted to get Gracie and take her to LA and find some good musicians and form a band 'cause she was really so good. Now, we're all good friends. This whole little circle keeps expanding and it's very incestuous. The good musicians seem to prevail. Freddy hasn't made it, because he hasn't had the luck or the PR man.

Did Freddy ever want to make it?

Freddy Neil never wanted to make it really, although he really tried. With Freddy it was a whole self destructive thing. Freddy goes all the way back to the days of the Big Bopper and Buddy Holly. As a matter of fact, I think he played in Buddy Holly's band, with the gold lame suits and everythin'. He ended up in Miami being very carefully fed and cared for by his old lady. He would come to New York really looking fit and it would take about three weeks for him to string himself out completely.

As I understand it, I missed Dylan by about a week, about a week before he was playing at Gerde's and then his album made it, or it like his album had already made it and he was doing a farewell gig at Gerde's Folk City. In those days he was into things. I heard a story about Bobby where he ran this great number.

This is just a story that I heard so it might not be true, but he put on a huge cape, a big black cape, and a black top hat and he went roaring through Greenwich Village with about one hundred dollars in single dollar bills. And he found some wino crashed in a doorway and he walked up, came swooping up with this cape. He goes "whoosh" and hundreds of bills go flying over the street and he turns around and splits and this wino is standing there....it must've been a scream. Eccentricity is probably the best escape valve there is for the pressures of success. I hope that story's true.

And the Grateful Dead. They were the first people, I don't know whether it was the acid or what, to come to that realization where they really didn't give a shit whether they made it or not. All they every want to do is make good records and that's pretty much where I'm at. It's like, OK I like my house and I like having a thoroughbred horse in the stable but when it really gets down to the bottom of it, I just want to make my art and find an ol' lady and just be happy. Art for arts sake. We all have our own criterion for happiness, and to me that's it. I mean it's hard to find your true love in the Whisky A Go Go, as Mr. Crosby so aptly puts it but, you know I am sure one will come from somewhere else.

Are you very sensitive about ladies?

Well, I think it's pretty obvious.

So many of your songs seem to be about Judy Collins.

Well there are three things men can do with women: love them, suffer for them or turn them into literature. I've had my share of success and failure at all three.

We're up to San Francisco now.

Then I went up to LA to seek my fortune, and let's see. I sold a bunch of songs for $250. I borrowed a tape recorder from one guy, a tape recorder that you could have three things going on. I could have Stephen Stills, Channel 1, Stephen Stills Channel 2, and Stephen Stills live, and the whole idea was if anybody came by to give them an idea of what I wanted to do with real people. Well, Barry Friedman came by, who is known as Frazie Mohawk . He's a producer for Columbia or somebody, and he was resonsible for the care and feeding of Buffalo Springfield.

We were driving down the street, me and Richie, because I had sent for Richie. Barry told me I needed another singer and so I went for Richie who was from my old folk group. I told him there was a whole group but there wasn't anybody but me. So we were looking pretty hard. And so, we were drivin' down the street and then there's the famous story of me, Neil Young and the hearse with Ontario license plates and I said, I betcha I know who that is. And there was Neil. So we went back to Barry's house and smoked alot of dope and started playin' and it turned out everybody was good. Bruce Palmer the bass player was incredible and we sorta latched on to each other immediately. Then we got a drummer and hired Dewey.

Neil and Bruce had gotten a group called the Mynah Birds in Toronto and gone to Detroit playing with this guy named Ricky James Mathews who was into being a black Mick Jagger, right? They went to Motown and Neil and Bruce were probably the first white musicians ever signed to Motown Records. But Motown really didn't take too much to Neil and Bruce. Because they would go into the studio, and being only 18 years old, they would make mistakes and Berry Gordy didn't dig them too much. And so anyway, we had this band and the first gigs we got were with the Byrds, playing second bill to a bunch of concerts that they booked before they had made it, in Southern California, and we got $125. a concert for the whole band. Which was first of all illegal according to the musicians' union but it's ok, because to this day I wish that someone had been recording those concerts live. Because by the fourth or fifth concert we were so good it was absolutely astounding and the first week at the Whiskey was absolutely incredible.

We were just incredible, man, that's when we peaked, just like Clapton's band, the Cream, peaked at the Fillmore the first gigs that they played, and from then it was downhill. We peaked at the Whiskey and after then it was downhill. Our producer didn't know how to record such a thing, and that virtually destroyed the band. From then it was one division after another and then Neil flipping out. Neil flipped out in the Whiskey a Go Go and so did I and so did Bruce, because immediately there were all these chicks hanging out and feeding us more and better dope and everybody got really high, and yet just down the street were the MFQ (Modern Folk Quartet) who never made it and that was really a shame because they were better than us in some ways.

Did you really beat each other up on stage, like the legend has it?

I punched Bruce once. We went to New York as a band with a reputation, and we ended up in this pretty small club for a rock and roll band to play in. We were all playin' litle bitty amplifiers to try to make it tolerable. Bruce was playin' so loud that nobody could hear themselves and like my hearing is bad anyway and there's certain wave-length where everything cancel out. Bruce struck it with his bass that night. I said "Bruce, turn down, I can't hear myself, nobody can hear themselves, you're playin too loud," and he slapped me across the face. So I went completely purple with rage and put him through the drums, right in the middle of a club in New York and everyone was very shocked, but like I said this was in the middle when we were all really, really, flipped out. We all just flipped right out man, Neil, Bruce, me, the lot of us. Richie and Dewey were sane; they were the only sane ones in the bunch and then we went back to California figuring it was all over and then the prices were from $3500. to $5000. and $7000, and then we got a $10,000 gig at the Fillmore.

By then I had given up hope because everybody in the band was so crazy and I was beginning to want out. I was beginning to wake up a little and realize that the pressures of really getting big and making alot of money, which it looked like was gonna happen, would destroy the band. Which was eventually what happened. We were supposed to go back to New York to do the Johnny Carson show for a whole bunch of money and that would have led to a spot on Sullivan's show which was at the time the big thing to do. This was 1966 and Neil flipped out and quit and wouldn't come, and went off and hid in the San Fernando Valley at some chicks house, so we couldn't do the Johnny Carson show.

But by that time everybody was too crazy, just too crazy, and that's when Neil had to quit, exactly at the time that it meant the most. He decided that it wasn't worth it, probably he knew the same thing, that Bruce wasn't gonna be able to handle it, and he probably thought that I was just as crazy as he was.

I was trying to be Boss Cat and trying to keep the things in order. You gotta dig that part of my upbringing in the south was very militaristic. I was in this military school and was being taught how to be an officer. Wow, I was like 11 and that stuff can't help but stick. Anyway, alot of the ways I relate to situations like that is to simple take command. Because someone has to, because that is the only thing that will work and of course somebody like Neil or Bruce is instantly going to rebel. So there was chaos. And my way of thinking, I guess, is an older style, but yet in the movie we had planned the Wooden ships, the character I picked out for myself was a military man evolving into being a freak, right, in a situation where it was the very basic survival situation. I got thrown in with a bunch of freaks and the whole thing was for me to come all the way from being a Marine Corps captain with a swagger stick into being a freak. I was gonna try to play that, I'd still like to try and play that.

Another thing I was readin' in Gracie's interview (Rolling Stone November 12, 1970) about their story about hijacking the starship, which sounds like Kanter's version of Wooden Ships, with a new touch to it. So like between me and Crosby and Paul Kantner is this movie floating around. "The Wooden Ships" story happened on the boat when I came down from New York and finished the song and immediately flashed, "Hey, wow, this is a science fiction movie."When I first said that it could be a real story, David thought I was crazy. It took three days of telling the story for it to sink in, then we all started to make up bits. There never was an ending to our little story right, but that other thing of the space ship - from the wooden ships to the starship!

Anyway, let's make a statement for rock n roll, let's tell everybody once and for final what we're trying to do and the only way you can do it is to act it out on a screen. Easy Rider, to me was just scratching the surface. They just, got a vague idea of the whole, of what has evolved out of the Jefferson Airplane and the Grateful Dead and the Buffalo Springfield and the old Byrds and all of that, on back and forth, and Brandon de Wilde and Peter Fonda, and this one and that. The whole life style that's evolved from all of these people's needs to be set down once and for final. And the best way to do that would be to act it on a screen, to really put it on the screen.

So you would like this movie to be a pointer?

Well the kids are makin' their point. It's not a pointer. It's simply what we've done is history, so let's put it down clearly ourselves. We, the ones who invented it, the Grateful Dead, the Jefferson Airplane, and the Buffalo Springfield, the Byrds and Roger McGuinn and his mind, and Tim Leary and that mind and Owsley and all those other people who had so much to do with this new thing, this new order of things that's come out of rock and roll. It's not rock and roll as much as the product of these minds.

A film can be shown anywhere. Maybe in 20 years time it will be shown on television, because in 20 years it will be us who'll be the government, which controls television. If there is going to be a government, which I certainly hope. A lot of people don't think there should be, but I think that by natural process they'll come to the logical conclusion that a governing body is a necessity. They're beginning to discover that in San Francisco. The rock groups are starting to organize themselves in various ways to carry out certain ends. It's basically fairly anarchistic, but at the same time, the whole thing with the spin-off groups is going to make them get it together, and the very way that they organize themselves-road managers setting up their own tours and then using the money to do something with and so on - that's the basic process.

It's the same as the Treasury department, Judicial system and the Executive branch of the government of the United States. It all comes from the same basic instinct in the people which is to try to be efficient in their efforts because we are basically a gregarious species. Being so, we tend to organize. And so there will always be a governing sort of something, particularly as long as there are people within the society who can not control themselves and have to go out and kill people, and go out and rob people and go out an even tear up somebody's house or just generally make a nuisance of themselves, with their fellow men. It's a theory anyway.

 

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